Raising Her Daughter In Spokane Part Eight

I feel like I am over stressing how often my Mom would leave me with my Aunt Susan or send me up to my room to take a nap. However, it should be noted that I would in my adult years earn a living as a whore. Now I am not suggesting that my Mom was a whore. She was not. She was simply a woman who loved sex and loved sex with lots of different men.

As I came to an age where sex was something I did, my moral code and my values were most definitely shaped by her moral code and her values.  Mom loved spending time with me as Yvonne and yet she was quite willing to leave me with my Aunt for a couple of hours while she hooked up with some guy for some afternoon sex.

Where was my brothers at during all of this.  More often than not, Joey would be either with his Dad and brother or when he was younger already with my Aunt Susan.

Several years later when I was an adult, my mom one day sent me several videos from my chidlhood. As I was going through the videos, I cam across one of her that had to be be several years old just like most of the other videos. I do not know who she is talking to this video. I wondeded if it it was my Dad. Whoever it is, I could tell my Mom was looking forward to locking him up and keeping the key.