Whore

I was still a junior in high school when I started going out to whore.  While I was making money as a whore, I was still a girl in high school.  I still wanted boys at school to like me.  I still wanted to go out on dates.  I still wanted to attend the prom.  So being a whore was more something I did just to earn a few extra dollars. Given a choice between getting fucked and putting two bills in your purse and getting fucked and putting a smile on his face, I rather have the two bills.

My decision to whore led in an unexpected direction.  I got laid considerably less as a senior than I had as a sophomore.  As it turned out, when getting fucked was all just about getting fucked, I never had any trouble stepping out for the evening and finding myself some hard dick.

However, once I started to whore, I often would step out and not get any that night.  It was more difficult for me to find someone willing to pay to fuck my ass than it was to give it away for free.  That sounds like one of those no-brainer statements (which it is), but it does speak directly to the changes in my life during these years.

Once I started to look for my sex from men who would pay, I found myself focusing less on getting laid by the boys I knew from school.  They were for flirting and dating, for the dance at the school mixer or the date on the night of the prom.  Yes, the boys who took me out on dates always got their piece of ass.  However, about the only time I ever fucked boys my age  were on these dates and they were not that common.

Maybe more importantly, as a senior I did not have Paul and Ryan around as much as they had been.  While I did not mention it when I discussed my years as a slut, one reason that my sophomore and junior were so filled with sex is because my brothers were both fucking me on a regular basis.  Paul, I am sure, will always be the boy who fucked me more than any other boy.  I simply do not see myself every having a relationship with one man who will fuck me as often as Paul has.

With Ryan in the Army and Paul away at college having completed his AA at Spokane Falls Community College, my sex life as a senior was definitely going to take a hit.  However at the same time that I was fucking less, I was also making more money when I did fuck.  There were weeks as a senior in high school when I would make a deposit to my savings of $1000 -- after I had bought myself a new pair of school or a new dress.