I simply don't do love.
Now I am not saying that I am any different than any other teenage girl. I had my share of boyfriends over the years. Some of them even felt like they were real. They never were.
They were never 'in love.' The boys I dated usually were just . . . Well, horny. Pretty much the same reason boys date most girls in high school.
While they were never in love, I often found myself 'in love.' And when it turned out that I was living a different kind of fantasy than the one that had become my life, I would feel the hurt of being so naive.
There came a time when I knew that all the boys ever really wanted from me was a piece of ass or a blowjob so I stopped playing the boyfriend-girlfriend game. I had always been easier, but I came to accept easy as my life. As I started giving it away like it was nothing special, I found sex less satisfying. I started to be more particular. To pick and choose who got his dick in my ass.
It was not long on this path before I came to the conclusioin that money was as good as standard as any. Pay me, get some ass. Don't and don't get ass. It was not a deal breaker. If a guy was cute and I was a horny, it was not like I needed to take money before I would spread my cheeks for a boy.
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