Showing posts with label because I am a girl. Show all posts
Showing posts with label because I am a girl. Show all posts
Monday, April 15, 2013
Sunday, April 7, 2013
All Girlie For Mama
Learning Who I Am Through Video
Taking Money Defines Me,
Taking Cock Completes Me
Saturday, April 6, 2013
The Transformation is Real and the Transformation is Complete
When you are young, every significant event in your life feels like a turning point. What child does not look forward to turning twelve and becoming a teenage, as if that really means anything. For me the summer I turned thirteen was the single most important summer of my childhood. It defined me. And I am saying this fully aware that it is too easy for many teenagers to attach too mcu importance to their personal turning points.This was the summer when it all became real to me, when being a girl became about more than just the clothes I wore or the name I preferred.
It was the summer I starting sucking cock. It began with Jon. He was my first. He was the first to put his dick in my mouth. He was the first to dump me after he got what he had wanted.
This is the summer I would learn that I was not a boy anymore. Okay maybe you had heard this before. At the age of eight I decided I would never be a boy. At ten I got fucked by my brother and had so many questions answered about who I was.
However this was t he summer I started sucking dick. This was the summer when it ceased to be about what I wanted and became about what the boys wanted. I had always wanted to be a girl. Now the boys wanted me to be a girl. And as was often the case this summer, they wanted me to be a girl for them even when they did not know I was really a boy. They just wanted me to suck their dick.
Now of course an argument could be made that I was not yet there yet. That I would not truly become a woman or leave behind being a boy until I started taking dick up the ass regularly. There is no question that being with boys would change once I started fucking as can be seen on this video of me and Paul taken about three summers later. However to a certain extent whether I was just sucking dick or 'going all the way' it was still about what the boys wanted and what I was doing for the boys that most other girls my age would not.
Learning Who I Am Through Video
Taking Money Defines Me,
Taking Cock Completes Me
Does Your Heart Start Racing At the Thought of Panties
Learning Who I Am Through Video
Taking Money Defines Me,
Taking Cock Completes Me
Mommy Calls About My Date
Learning Who I Am Through Video
Taking Money Defines Me,
Taking Cock Completes Me
Friday, April 5, 2013
Let Me Be Your Sissytreat
Learning Who I Am Through Video
Taking Money Defines Me,
Taking Cock Completes Me
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Mommy's Wants Me To Be Her Little Girl
While I cannot say with any certainty that the reasons I came to become Yvonne were more about Mom's wishes or mine, I can say this. My mother did nothing, absolutely nothing, to hold my feminine preferences in check. She was my coach and mentor, my biggest fan, my cheerleader. She was all only support for the life I wanted and she embraced her role totally.
If dressing up is an addiction, she was my pusher and my enabler. She made it easy to be Yvonne. When it came to Dad, I never had to fight those battles. Mom would fight them for me.
If it is possible that anyone wanted me to be a little girl more than I myself wanted me to be a little girl, it was my Mom.
I never had to be afraid of how others would respond to Yvonne because nothing out there in the real world was so bad that it could not be conquered by the love Mom had for Yvonne.
Learning Who I Am Through Video
Taking Money Defines Me,
Taking Cock Completes Me
I Am A Sissy Shemale
Learning Who I Am Through Video
Taking Money Defines Me,
Taking Cock Completes Me
Do You Really Want To Be A Girl?
Learning Who I Am Through Video
Taking Money Defines Me,
Taking Cock Completes Me
What Am I Waiting For?
Learning Who I Am Through Video
Taking Money Defines Me,
Taking Cock Completes Me
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