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Mom and I had come to Boise for a pageant. I was competing for Miss Preteen Potato and not real certain I wanted to be Miss Potato anything. After the first day of competing, Mom and I ate a late dinner at a restaurant next to our motel. Over dinner, she started a conversation with a guy at the next table who we had seen earlier. He had the room next to ours and we had meet him when we were both checking in. His name was Jordan something.

I did not pay much attention to their conversation. I did however gather that the man felt Mom looked a lot like his boss. Mom asked if that was a compliment. To which he replied, "To look like her, most definitely. To actually be her, . . . Well she can be a real B-I-T-C-H at times." Mom laughed and replied. "Well, in that way, we women are all alike. When we choose to be, we can all be a real B-I-T-C-H. But sometimes that is a good thing."

As Mom was paying for the check, she pulled two twenties out of her wallet and looking down at me said, "Remind in the morning we have to visit the ATM before we have breakfast." Mom always paid cash on our trips.

The three of us walked back to the room together. Mom and Jordan allowed me to run ahead to the room and were still talking when that arrived at our room.  Mom said good night to Jordan and Mom and I spent the next couple hours watching a movie.  I did not make it through the whole movie and can recall Mom putting me to bed.

Around two in the morning, I was awaken abrupting.  Mom was not in her bed and the bathroom light was out.  I was worried -- for about three seconds.  Then I heard the sound that had awaken me.  It came from the next room.  I had heard Mom before so I knew right away it was her, her and Jordan.    I could hear almost everything and I found I could not get to sleep,

At one point I started counting and within about two minutes or so I heard Mom say the word 'cock' twelve times.

I did not really know anything at all about sex.  But I knew I had a 'cock' and that I did not have a vagina,  I came to know that a vagina was more commonly called a 'pussy.'  I knew that when Mom was with a man that he was putting his cock deep into her pussy.

Mom always sounded as though she loved it so much amd it made me very disappointed that I did not have a 'pussy' for the boys.  In just a bit over a year I would learn that  I did not have to have a pussy, but as I laid in bed listening to Jordan and Mom, about every time Mom said 'pussy' or 'fuck' or 'cock' (and she said them all a lot) I so wanted to have a pussy of my own.

The next day was the second and final day of competition. As we were heading to the restaurant, I reminded Mom that she had to go to an ATM first. She replied, "I decided to dip into my secret stash this morning to save us some time." She often used her 'secret stash' on these out of town trip so I was not surprised when she asked the cashier when she paid "Can you break an hundred?" When she went for the bill, it was quite fresh and she had to peal about four of them off and put them back in her wallet.

As a concession to my Dad I did not compete under the name Martin and used Michelle or Micah Sommers as my competition name. I say the song "I'm the Greatest Star." Judging my what I heard from Jordan the night before, Mom should have been the one on stage singing "I'm the Greatest Star."

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