Paul Wants To Do It Again -- Maybe

One could make an argument that in the weeks following the night Paul fucked me that I was trying every trick I knew to get him to fuck again.

Now that would not have been very nice of me as I knew how distraught Paul was about fucking me that first time.  However, I did want to get fucked again.  There were not any boys I knew who would fuck me with the singular exception of the one that already had.

Now in my defense I do not feel as though I was trying  to get Paul to fuck again.  It is just that as he had fucked me once every situation, every time we found ourselves alone with each other, took on new importance.

A few weeks after it happened Paul came to me and suggested that I should be more careful regarding the videos I posted online.  I loved to dance and then then post videos of me doing so online.

I did not know there was any problem and then he suggested I should take a look at the last four video that  had gone up on YouTube.  "They are all pretty suggestive."  I asked him to explain and after considering my request for a few moments, he said, "It is pretty obvious that you posted those videos for me to see and Yvonne it can't happen again.  Not ever.  You have to understand that.  It was a mistake."

 

I went back to check out the videos he mentioned and I could defintely understand what he was saying. They were suggestive. I mean when I watched them through his eyes I could see where he might see them as meant for him. At the same time, I had to wonder if maybe he was not putting some of this own interpretations into the videos.



As I watch each of the videos, I did so two times. Once as I would as if I was just any girl checking out the video and once as if I was trying to send a message to Paul. It made sense that he might think they were directed at him. Particularly if he wanted them to be directed at him.



I am going to jump ahead of the story a bit here and share two pertinent details. Three days after I gave my first blowjob, I fave my second blowjob. It was Paul. Two years later, when I started fucking on a pretty regular basis, the boy who fucked me the most was Paul. I know when I finally took his dick a second time, my first thought was 'It is about time." And just so you do not think I was way off in left field in thinking Paul saw these videos as suggestive because he wanted to fuck me, he wanted the fuck the girl in these videos, one day he told me he would watch these videos and others and jerk off thinking about how much he wanted to fuck me again.