My Three Brothers

This is one of my favorite pictures of myself and my brothers. It was taken when I was ten years old, a few months before Paul my oldest brother would fuck my tight virginal ass.  While Paul would be the first to do so and while it would be four years before he would fuck me a second time, his decision to fuck his little sister was a decision each of his younger brothers would also make in future years.

I feel it is somewhat indicative of my life that I somehow doubt that any of them would had fucked me if I had truly been their sister.  While without questioin that the fear of pregnancy would have held some their masculine urges in check, I think that their decisions to fuck me all stemmed more from my desire to be a girl and their desire to help me be more of a girl.

I am not suggesting that my brothers fucked me as a 'service,' that they saw me as wanting to be all the girl I could be and helping me achieve my dreams by putting my on my knees and giving it to me up the ass.

It would be more accurate to say that I did everything I could to be all the girl I could be. There were times when I suspect it was more important to me to be a girl than it would have been to a real girl. I sent off vibes. I wanted to be a woman and as each of my brothers came to that age of life when girls appealed to them, helping me to find my womanhood was a choice just as easy for them to make for me as it would have been for any girl.

While I may not be making my point very clear, there seems to be a compulsion among men who find themselves attracted to girls such as myself to 'make a woman of me.'  I think each of my brothers in their own way came to fine me attractive and felt a masculine desire to define me as woman through the power of their cocks.

It is interesting to note that to a certain extent each of my brother found their own reason for coming to my bedroom when they did.  Paul loved sex.  I loved sex.  So more often than I did so with either Ryan or Joey, I found find myself giving it up to Paul.  It was something we did because we both loved sex

When Ryan was young, he use to love tormenting insects and animals.  Maybe that means nothing at all,  But when he and I fucked, I felt he was always fucking me like a man would fuck a whore.  It was a way for him to prove himself as a man.  By making me doing things neither Joey or Paul never would have asked of me.  Later when I did start whoring, I often found myself thanking Ryan for some of the lessons he had taught me.

Joey was different.  Unlike my two older brothers, Joey had spent most of his childhood with Yvonne.  When Paul and Ryan were off to school, it would often be Joey and I at home alone with Mom and more often than not, I would spend the time as Yvonne.  In a way that I would never be a 'little sister' to my older brothers, I was a 'big sister' to Joey. For Joey, more so than with Paul and Ryan, sex was an expression of his love for me.

As long as I am talking about the three boys in our home, I might as well give up one confession that I had swore I would keep to my dying day. As you will learn in other posts, my Mom screwed around a lot on my Dad. There were times when she would all dressed up, tell Paul to be the 'man of the house' and look after his siblings and she would held out for two, three or more hours.

It took all the courage I could muster but when I turned eighteen, I made a request of my brothers and they all agreed.  It was my first foursome with three guys.

One night, who had been out-of-town on a business meeting, showed up early. I do not know if Mom knew he was coming home for surethat night or not. What she may or may not have known did not keep her from going on. It was late and the my brothers were all doing their own thing in the room. I was watching television. Mom called shortly after Dad arrived and she asked me if he had gotten home. Dad was shaking his head so I said 'No.' She then added that she would be home about midnight. It was ten o'clock. It only happened the one time. And I am not even going to say what happened. I will say however seven minutes into this audio you will know what happened that night.