My Cumslut Destiny

Life can be a bit complicated.  No one may know that better than a little boy who desperately wants to be a little girl.

Over the years I would so often find myself in situations or saying things that would get my Mom to laugh really hard.  And sometimes I did not think they were all that funny.

On several occasions, Mom would tell me that she was just being silly, that Moms had the right to be silly.  On other occasions, she would tell me I would understand it all better when I was older.

And it was not always the things I said.  Sometimes my Mom said things that made her laugh that were not funny at all.  I will never forget one day when I was sick and I had to take some medicine.  My Mom had already told me it would taste back.  But she needed me to take all of my medicine.

Looking back on that day and others thing I said or were said, I now know why so many of them were more humorous at the time than my childlike innocence could comprehend.

However, that said, I came to really enjoy licking the blender stick clean after Mom had finished using the blender.  I can remember begging Mom to let me lick it.  I can even recall asking her to leave it really messy.  "It is more fun to lick it when it is real messy Mommy."

While no one expected me to put a giant popsicle in my mouth when I was a little girl of five, over the years, I would always get the same popsicle when we went to store.  I liked that it was so big and I kept trying to take more and more into my mouth.

It became something of a test each time I had one of these popsicles.  Could I get more into my mouth this time than I did the last time?  If I did, it was a good thing for me.

After my Mom told me I had to always swallowed, after she was done laughing for reasons I did not fully understand at the time, she said something that made even less sense than her laughter.  "Yes, Yvonne.  You must learn to swallow.  When you are a big girl, it is important that you swallow.  That is what your Mommy has learned and that is what you will learn."

When I look back on every conversation I ever had with Mom about being Yvonne, this may have been the most meaningful   It was the first time that Mom every acknowledged that she knew as a girl my life would mean having sex as a woman.   That I did not comprehend what she was saying does not mean that it was not said.

Sometimes I did not know the full meaning of what I was saying when I was saying it. This was possibly never more true than when I look back on some of the videos I did as a young girl.

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